Wednesday, March 04, 2009
I used to love shooting steel. The plates dropping, the loud
"clang" from a Steel Challenge target - no matter what the venue,
reactive metal targets are just addicting. This addiction, I
discovered, can be broken - even if you don't want to!
A number of years back I was shooting a Steel Challenge-type match.
On one stage I was watching someone else shoot when a piece of
bullet jacket bounced back from the steel plate, sneaked around my
safety glasses, and caught the corner of my eye. (Mine was not the
only injury that day - my buddy Hunter Dan suffered a leg cut from
shrapnel, and another fellow caught a piece on his cheek.)
My physical damage was minor - lots of blood, though no permanent
damage - but the psychological impact was greater than I could have
imagined. You see, I'm somewhat paranoid about my eyesight to begin
with; always have been. I don't like the thought of anything
heading straight for my eyeball, let alone touching it. (In the old
days, when glaucoma exams meant a little pressure gauge touching
the cornea, having my eyes checked was absolute agony.)
This close call with the jagged piece of copper left me more than a
little skittish around steel targets. Ever since then, regardless
of size or distance of the target, shooting a steel plate causes me
to blink just as the sear releases. (The problem never occurs on
paper targets, only steel.) I can't help it, and I shouldn't have
to point out that it makes hitting the target more than a little
challenging!
Early last year I resolved to cure this affliction. I'm lucky to
have a range on my own property, and last year I acquired a
self-resetting, half sized Pepper Popper. Whenever I go out to
shoot, I make it a point to do so on that target first. I shoot it
repeatedly, and with every shot I consciously force my eyes to
remain open.
The first few times I tried this were pathetic; no matter how hard
I concentrated, my eyelids always won by doing what they're
designed to do - protect my eyes. As time went on, and the round
count increased, it became easier to keep them open, though I still
have to do it consciously as opposed to subconsciously. (The latter
will only occur when my mind has been retrained to accept the idea
that shooting a steel target is perfectly safe, and that nothing
will happen to my precious eyesight. I'm still working on
it.)
I could have just ignored the whole issue and simply avoided
shooting steel targets, but a) it's not practical - they show up in
the most unexpected places, and b) it's not very much fun. Instead
I decided to address the issue, and I'm hoping to be in shape to
finally shoot a steel match again this summer.
Whether sports, music, or martial arts, if all you ever do is
practice stuff that you've already mastered you'll never make
progress. When you go to the range, work on those things that you
don't do well. By facing your demons with your eyes open and brain
engaged, you can eventually conquer them.
-=[ Grant ]=-